Faith Kept HonestActs 17:11

I Only Read The Ones Who Agree With Me

This message is for the way your reading has narrowed over about nine years until everything you take in already agrees with you, and the small tiredness that has come with it

He worked out the number one evening and it bothered him more than he expected.

Nine years. That is roughly how long it has been since he read anything by somebody who might have been right and inconvenient.

He would not have described himself that way. If you had asked him he would have said he reads a great deal, which is true. There is a stack by the chair. He gets through two or three a month and always has.

But they are all from about four writers, and those four agree with each other, and he can tell within a page and a half where any of them is going.

It started for a good reason and that is the part worth being honest about. There was a stretch, around the time his second one left home, where he read a couple of things that shook him and he did not have anybody to talk to about them, and he came out the other side deciding he did not need that.

So the shelf narrowed. Slowly, and reasonably, one sensible decision at a time.

And what he has noticed, and only recently, is that he is tired.

Not doubting. Nothing is cracking. Just a flat, low-grade tiredness around the whole subject that he did not have at forty, and a sense of going over ground he has already crossed, on a route he laid himself.

I Only Read The Ones Who Agree With Me

They checked it daily, and that was the compliment

Now I want to show you a group of people in that account who are described in a way that surprises most folks the first time they see it.

There is a town. Somebody comes preaching, and the people there do something that gets written down and praised, and what they do is not agree.

Hear this and take it as settled rather than as a suggestion: checking is not the opposite of trusting, and the account calls a group noble for exactly the practice you have retired. That is not a country preacher's opinion, it is what stands written in the seventeenth chapter of Acts, and the same Holy Spirit who has been at that kitchen table with you for nine years is not made nervous by a page.

Read what they did and read what it is called.

Now the Berean Jews were of more noble character than those in Thessalonica, for they received the message with great eagerness and examined the Scriptures every day to see if what Paul said was true.Acts 17:11

To see if what Paul said was true.

That is a fact-check, run daily, on an apostle. And it is not tolerated, it is commended, and the word used for them is a compliment about their character.

Notice also that they received it with great eagerness. The two things sit in one sentence: open and checking, at the same time, and the writer sees no tension in it at all.

So this is yours right now rather than after you feel braver: your faith does not depend on you avoiding the good arguments, because the written word calls a people noble for testing the preaching daily, and the Spirit of God has never once required a man to protect Him from a book.

And the guard, because there is a version of this that would send you somewhere stupid.

Nothing here says go and read anything at all with no judgment. A man who reads only what attacks him is doing the same thing you are doing in a different direction, and there is such a thing as feeding yourself badly.

What is written simply never treats examination as disloyalty, and the Holy Spirit is the one who leads into truth, which means He is not waiting outside the difficult pages.

The breakthrough

So read one page. Not a book.

One page, this week, of something written by somebody who might be right and would be inconvenient, and then put it down and leave the question open.

That last part is the whole instruction. You are not going to resolve it in a page and you are not supposed to. You are going to let one honest question stand there unanswered, overnight, without doing anything about it.

You can do that this week rather than after you have got your strength back, because Scripture calls a group noble for examining the preaching every single day, and the Holy Spirit has been at work in you through nine years in which you built a narrow shelf and He never left it.

And expect the tiredness to move, because it is not what you thought it was.

That flat feeling is not age and it is not staleness of the soul. It is what happens to a mind that has been going over the same forty acres for nine years and calling it the whole farm.

The far boundary has not gone anywhere. The gate is rotten and standing on bramble and the spring has changed its line, and none of that is a threat, and you knew about the gate.

Declare this over yourself

Then say these out loud. Know what they stand on: this authority is not yours by nature, it is Christ's, and in Christ it has been given to you, so you speak as one representing the King and not as a man guarding his own shelf. Every line rests on what is already written, and it is the Holy Spirit who carries it, never the sound of your own voice. You speak under His will, never over it, and however He answers, the outcome is His.

  1. Narrow shelf I built to keep myself steady, you are opened. Scripture calls a people noble for receiving it eagerly and examining it every day to see if what they were told was true.
  2. Fear that a good argument could take this from me, get out, in the name of Jesus. Nine years of tiredness is what a mind does when it walks the same forty acres and calls it the whole farm, and nothing out at that boundary is a threat.
  3. Lord, You have never once needed me to protect You from a book. This week one page is getting read, and the question it raises is standing open overnight, and I am still on my feet.

Why we ask you to say these out loud

The word this stands on

Acts 17:11

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